Time Is On My Side…

I like to copy paste my old profile intro’s into my blogs before I write new ones…

sort of immortalize them into historical entry… just so I can remember where I came from…

so.. once again…

here is an old intro posted into blog:

I’m a long haired, two job working, bachelor degree having, VW Beetle Driving, super delivery boy with a rebel complex. I love life, even when it gets me down sometimes… I’m human, and I have my great days and my days full of comic tragedy.

I know that wisdom comes with both age and experience… I have much to learn in life, but for the first time, I’m in no rush. I’m taking one day at a time and hoping that if I live right today, my tomorrow will be even better. I’ve become a bit selfish with my time, not really by choice, but by circumstance… I’ve always been the kind of guy that likes to take his time and not be rushed, but now my life is like one non stop clock that’s always ticking… and if I miss a step or slightly stray from the “work job1, work job2, sleep, work job1, work job2, sleep…” system, I can never get that step back that I lost… and I end up getting caught up in all these responsibilities… but even though life is hard right now…

I wouldn’t have it any other way.

My single-ness allows for my 75+ hour work week and a FUCKED up living situation with me moving every 3 or 4 months this year, sprinkled with lots of CRAZY road trip stories… but I would give up being “free to roam” in a heartbeat if I could just feel that connection with someone that’s as passionate as I am about wanting something more than just bullshit and pretense. I’m so tired of scandalous hoes thinking they are going to run a new kind of game on me and I’m just going to fall for their bullshit. I don’t have time for it, and I’m not interested in something thats bound to be temporary from day 1.

Sometimes I see a couple together and I think… damn… must be nice…

I admit to being LoveSick, especially in the winter… but then I really look at what I would have to deal with and what my girl would have to put up with from me and my crazy life… I don’t think it’s so much that I’m incapable of being in a relationship right now, it’s more that I don’t have the time and energy to reinforce some insecure little girl’s self esteem… and me being as busy as I am, would make it REAL easy for me to overlook that girl is scamming on me.

I need a real woman, someone that can appreciate what Living life is about, and takes care of her own shit. I know shes out there, and I know she’s worth the wait… or at least I’ve got myself fooled into thinking that for now, and all you really have in this world… is right now.

Post a comment on here or send me a message, should you feel compelled to get to know your pizza man.

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