I miss You…
I have so much pride, and ego… I can’t let my guard down… even though I know it to be true… so much strength that I’ve gained from the experiences I’ve survived being at Your side… and there are so many good reasons why today is a reflection of what is best for us all. Perfect and flawless as it is, the universe has something much better in store…
But I still miss You.
I miss the way You would smile at me when You saw me coming down the hall… I miss the way you would get excited to be in my company… the glint in your eye when you first opened the door to my knocking…
The way You kissed while you wrapped your arms and legs around me where I stood…
I miss the warmth of having my arms around You.
I miss the way your kiss lingered on my lips… and how soft your lips felt against mine….
Against all of me…
I love the scent of your hair… of your clothes… of your room…
The Scent of You…
I miss You.
I remember the heat and passion, the power of our desires, the deep and meaningful commitment we once shared…
I miss the comfort… the contentment I felt as we lay together in bed all day… with no desire to leave the room and do anything else…
But enjoy the company of one another.
I miss your notes You would write me to tell me how awesome it was to be my girl, and how You would always think of me when I wasn’t around… and bring me back gifts to show me how often I was considered…
You are so awesome…
I loved the way You would look at me when you would have amorous moments of lucidity… and realize how much you meant to me…
how I would do anything for You…
Anything girl…
I loved You madly…
And I’ll love the next evolution of You and I even more…
I’ll be better next time…
I miss the way You inspire me feel… the spark in our touch, and the happiness that consumed us causing the unstoppable smiles upon our faces…
I miss that faith I had in us, and the desire to make things work when they were at the worst…
I miss that fight You had in you to overlook my flaws and shortcoming, and the way You were self-aware of your own issues too…
I miss your honesty.
I miss your voice…
I miss the FIRE…
I miss the level of communication we shared…
I miss the way I knew exactly what You wanted me to do….
And the way You always knew…
Things are the way they are now, and we can only look ahead…
I want nothing but peace and happiness and the joy of contentment for You…
“May All Your Dreams Come True”.
I’ve felt love in many ways, and I look forward to that which I have yet to explore…
Yet I still can’t help it…
Even with all the faith in the world…
Sometimes I feel these pangs of loneliness…
… and I can’t help missing You.
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